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hokay. i have a bruise on my leg. which hurts when i walk. today went to NYP for pitch training. never see tammy ah. TRAINING SUPER SHORT ONE. burn under the sun, watch girls play. fun.
band band band. the reason why i dun wanna come anymore is that i dun wanna play for concert. its in july and way before july i want to STUDY. i went for band during school holidays work hard for HAWAII.... i did lots of stuffs such as STOCKCHECKING WHICH WAS A CHORE...... come back band just to arrange instruments hunt down missing instruments never get to go out with my friends.... wasn't this responsibility ? u mentioned about hawaii.... i swear i worked hard and attended band practices FAITHFULLY. then in 2006.... u wanted to go japan instead.... nvm.... i still worked hard in band... then u CANCELLED IT all of a sudden. honestly... i feel CHEATED. i dun blame anybody really.... but if therez really not enough support from the band itself i noe the plan cannot continue. but i dun blame myself either cuz i was supportive of it... i was the first few to pay the 500 bucks deposit. so now i joined hockey its not because i hate band so much. i wanted to join hockey since last year...... BEFORE HOLIDAYS. but i know that it will clash with band pracs. so i didnt join. COMMITMENT ? yes. then now MR conductor talks abt me not being committed and joining another CCA. what are u trying to prove ? so im suppossed to go for band faithfully like last time and work towards what ? its aimless. im sorry i want to leave in an abrupt but if u guys still find it hard to accept then its jz too bad kae. i noe iv gotten some things done in band. my conscience is clear.
and right now in HOCKEY. aim : getting the spot in the school team.
FINALLY... holidays. been looking forward to this. i need this break. thank you.<>
hokay. i have a bruise on my leg. which hurts when i walk. today went to NYP for pitch training. never see tammy ah. TRAINING SUPER SHORT ONE. burn under the sun, watch girls play. fun. band band band. the reason why i dun wanna come anymore is that i dun wanna play for concert. its in july and way before july i want to STUDY. i went for band during school holidays work hard for HAWAII.... i did lots of stuffs such as STOCKCHECKING WHICH WAS A CHORE...... come back band just to arrange instruments hunt down missing instruments never get to go out with my friends.... wasn't this responsibility ? u mentioned about hawaii.... i swear i worked hard and attended band practices FAITHFULLY. then in 2006.... u wanted to go japan instead.... nvm.... i still worked hard in band... then u CANCELLED IT all of a sudden. honestly... i feel CHEATED. i dun blame anybody really.... but if therez really not enough support from the band itself i noe the plan cannot continue. but i dun blame myself either cuz i was supportive of it... i was the first few to pay the 500 bucks deposit. so now i joined hockey its not because i hate band so much. i wanted to join hockey since last year...... BEFORE HOLIDAYS. but i know that it will clash with band pracs. so i didnt join. COMMITMENT ? yes. then now MR conductor talks abt me not being committed and joining another CCA. what are u trying to prove ? so im suppossed to go for band faithfully like last time and work towards what ? its aimless. im sorry i want to leave in an abrupt but if u guys still find it hard to accept then its jz too bad kae. i noe iv gotten some things done in band. my conscience is clear.and right now in HOCKEY. aim : getting the spot in the school team. FINALLY... holidays. been looking forward to this. i need this break. thank you.
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
syazaa's a gangsta seh. hahaa... im scared. go beat up asri ! today was my first driving lesson. i got to drive on the circuit ! best.. he said i picked up quite fast. hopefully can pass early and dun have to waste money on this thing. then after that went ROBO's house to study with SAI and MISTER BO... hahaha... paranoid freak. they study school related stuff while i studied FINAL THEORY. wah... schoolwork not important ah. can i be your friend ??
Monday, February 27, 2006
had a great weekend.saturday.hockey as usual. few people turned up.taufiq came down. after that went to eat at T-Mart then study then went sai's house ! had sum fun with MSN and PS2... u LOST to me sin and sai ! haha. and thanks again sai for the pizza... was nice. sunday.after madrasah went to study. managed to get my bio done. evolution. mcqs were pretty okay but can't say the same for strucutred. sucks. long winded like writing compo. bedek ah. but its really long winded. then went to watch the girls' club match. interesting ah.... get to learn some stuffs.... DUTCH PLAYERS ARE GIGANTIC.... crescent girls can hit the ball. wow. they play really well. kae.... then went home ah... lazy to blog.backstabbers. how could i have expected that the person i trust could not be trusted ? u were'nt helping me at all man. thanks a lot.
Monday, February 20, 2006
im sorry if i freaked you out. having fun hurts sometime. haha. i dun realise that i can actually freak people out. unintentionally. heartbreaker. confused. i dunno. sometime telling things to bekal boys wun help at all. well, not all of them ah. this bring me to saturday. sisha night. okay la. had some fun. but if ur kasar to me when im not in the mood sorry ah. when im really down and stressed dun go overboard okay? thank you. =)ionic equilibrium. HUH. hahaha. chem ah. dunno any nuts bout it. basic theory exam. 3 more days. SAME day as bio SPA. toot. nvm... i have to do well for both and i will. see. confidence. and mr jimmy, thank you for NOT booking practical lessons with me and on the first day i have to find out where the bloody heck to report and all. hahaha. hockey is making me dark. i dun like it when im too dark. and i bought a new hockey stick ! its a compo stick.. my FIRST compo stick... and i had FUN with it today. YEAH. saturday i didn play welkl AT ALL for hockey. maybe cuz my mind isn't clear. liek what mr samad said... when ur playing hockey u need to put EVERYTHING ASIDE. well.... i guess i forgot to do that on saturday. im gonna sleep early today. be a good boy, tuck in early wake up early and dun be tired in school. no sleeping in lectures unlike TODAY. crap. out of 3 periods i think i slept for a total of 1 and a half period. crap. thats all.... good night people.
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
valentine's day... i gave a rose to somebody that i like. wasn't that weird... execpt that... nevermind. i went through it ! hahaha. i made it ! =)anyway, march is gonna be a tight month for me. gonna squeeze in everything plus hockey. i hope i can pass by may. may be wild.. but possible. been feeling stressed out lately, i dunno why. schoolwork mainly ah. everything's goin by so fast... hey... give me time to grab some balls man. i sorta skipped school on monday. cld'nt be bothered to wake up. i've never felt this way since sec 1. when i had horrible results and bound for failure. what the heck.hockey training today was lighter than usual. played soccer. i like to be in fahmi's team. we can connect somehow. i think. hahaha. bt yah.. was really fun ah today.went to bubble tea shop after that with sai and sop... but it was CLOSED. so we grabbed a drink from 7-eleven and went home.watched LOVE ACTUALLY. touched my heart man. didn't even realise there were actually TEARS rolling down my cheeks. HAHA. but yes. it was really touching ah.kae. im gonna sleep now. lookin forward to progress after this day... after giving 'the rose'. hahaa.... i think shez cute.
Friday, February 10, 2006
im gonna fail my skill A for chem. badly. hahaha. theoritical background ? what background do i possess ? hahaha. im dead meat. next week is spa... i'll see what i can do abt it. had the annual road run last wednesday. ran 5km. the path seems never ending demmit. hahaha. whatta run. kinda late lar... but i hope those who gt thier o level results today attained a decent or good result ! =)tomorrow dunman secondary havin a carnival ! fund raising i think.... from 9 till 2 ! come come !
Saturday, February 04, 2006
wheeee... im now 18 ! time to learn hw to drive a CAR ! wahaa !thanks to EVERYBODY who sent me birthday wishes ! from 12am till now ! haha... luv ya all LOTS man.... ! =) hehe...well this is how i spent my birthday...8am went to hockey training. was tiring ah.. and i hurt my thigh again. shldn't have forced myself after that beep test or whatever. i had a level 10.1. which is the standard that mr samad said to qualify for club games. back to today.... this fahmie guy trained us today. he was lots of fun. slightly relaxing ah. focused lesser on fitness.... after hockey went to bathe. i COULD NT EVEN BATHE IN PEACE. want to bathe keep on throwing wet tissue paper at me... HOW TO BATHE ! hahahaa... in the end i did lar... peacefully. no thanks ah to them. then after that me asri and hafiz went to tom's house for new year celebration with the class ! sort of... hahaa... i got an hong bao ! yay. tom is nice ! =) played some games.... daidee.... then went to meet sin and sop and sai at bedok interchange. ate mac cuz sai hungry. then went to town meet up with rob hadi and ili and arep and jimmy. at city hall mrt platform they gave me their birthday present. they bought me an ORANGE cap, an ORANGE shorts (which they purposely bought a few sizes bigger), a 3/4 length ORANGE socks, a weird looking ORANGE shirt and an ORANGE furry ball. ORANGE. hahahahaha. i wore them ALL execpt the socks ON THE PLATFORM WITH ALOT OF PPL LOOKING and they took pics of me ! wahahahah. muz b one of the wackiest things that i hav ever done ah. haha.. then rob and ili went off.... we went to town... caught the chingay.... ate FRIED MARS BARS again... basically jz walked around and do stupid things ah eh. hahaha. kae then at home... my younger gave me a shirt... quite nice looking.... cute ah he.. buy something for me. hahaha. his bday is in 6 days. duno what tto get yet. alright. must really thank the bekal boys for the day out. i appreciate it ! =) 18 and wiser. i hope. bleah.
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
feeling better now already. but not 100% yet.went out with the bekal boys again. hmm.. didn't turn out so well in the end. everybody became emo. hah. anyway, the DEEP FRIED MARS CHOCOLATE BAR IS THE BEST THING I'VE TASTED MAN. wow. melted mars chocolate in ur mouth, plus the ice cream. ahhhh. nice nice. u HAVE TO TRY IT AT LEAST ONCE IN YOUR LIFETIME. haha. really man. really worth the 3 bucks.tomorrow's 1st of feb. closer to hockey tournament and hawaii trip. this is where its gonna get tough. kinda late lar... but HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !!! =)
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
i've been sick. for over a week now. no thanks to mr hafiz. didn't go to school last thursday and today. finally succumbed to it. why ? because after running 8 laps round the track with a 16 min cap, you do try to run 2 and a half laps within 3min 45 secs. for me... too much man. sooo.... the same thing happened after every hockey prac for the past week. went home and got a fever and straight to sleep. hehx. i shall be seeing the doctor later i guess. yay. the longggg weekend is coming up ! catch up on some work... maybe have some fun at my cousin's bbq.thats it for now i guess. take care of urself !
i've made up my mind.monday - band (if therez any..) after bio extra classestuesday - hockey after tuitionwednesday - bandthursday - hockey after chem extra lessons (if there is one... )friday - bandsaturday - hockey then dunman alumniyes. shh. enough. this is my final decision. i want to go to hawaii and i want to make it into the hockey team. i'll somehow try and fit driving licence classes and all as soon as i turn 18. commitments. those are my commitments. just came back from caldecott hill.... watched campus superstar support shermaine my classmate ! haha... must vote for her ah u all... ! yes... u must be asking what te hell am i doing there. i dun understand a thing... yes... but its just to support my classmate. she sings quite well actually... kinda surprised. hav yet to hear her twin sing but they say shermaine's better. dunno lar.kae.. im off. sleep time.... zzzzzz...
raining for the past many many many days and its cold.do not ever get caught in the rain and try to cycle to school. u would end up VERY wet.anyway... i caught NARNIA this week. very nice story.... watched it with shamus, faiz, shafiq, sheila, xueying, eugene and malaysian boy firdaus. we slacked for awhile... i was tired after playing hockey. so i was abit quiet ah. sorry eh...hari raya haji... was okay. got to see my cousins whom we did not go out over the holidays and she said we wld prolly go out on one of the sundays but i think we'll never go out anyway. hah. long statement but its true. i think.hockey 4 times a week ? haha. plus 3 times a week band. im going nuts. shld i follow my heart ? or my friends ? is it gonna b worth sacrifising hawaii and ur passion for friends' sake ? i dunno. both the competition and trip to hawaii will be around the same time. i can't commit both really. alumni practice tomorrow... lets see the turnout for tomorrow. hope its gonna be good. im blogging in paragraphs. lots of them. which jz means that therez alots of things running thru my head right now.kae.. enough for now. its THE WEEKEND. like finally. was getting worked up by schoolwork.enjoy ur WEEKEND azfar.
Saturday, January 07, 2006
i've been having orientation for the past few days. which was why i did not update.orientation sucked on the 2nd day. the eagles was like so dead me myself did not feel like talking to them. so i let them be. haha. so nothing much to blog there. the programme for that day wasn't that much fun either.thursday was probably the 2nd best day of orientation. the eagles were ALIVE ! cheered alot. ate lunch with some of my OGMs. we played WET GAMES. haha. it was really wet cuz it was raining on that day. my OG won 3 out of 4 games. wohooo... they rocked. then we played water bomb and all that. i got dragged my 7 people into a pile of MUD. we all got dirty anyway. hahaha. the mud was everywhere on me. yesterday was orientation night ! best day of orientation. eagles won best performance ! we were the 2nd best grp overall. yeaaahhhh.... must thank my NERDS. it was super nerdy especially marwin. hahahaha. i bet if u all were to look at him u would laugh ur butts off. i will definitely miss my OG. kinda bonded with some of them alot. we shall see each other in school i hope. so i guess its now back to REALITY. auugh. studying tests homework. its still too earlyyy.......
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
i COULD NOT sleep for more than 3 HOURS last night.
it all started when i TRIED (in vain) to sleep at 11.30pm. i just tried closin gmy eyes and not opening them. nahh. didn't work. i just lied on the bed staring at the ceiling. for nearly 2 hours. and then i took out my headset, plugged it into the radio and i put in a classical music cd. hahaa ! it worked ! the last time i took a look at the clock was 3.30am. muahaha.. luckily i did not wake up late 2 hours later at 5.30am.
so anyway the evening before we were SUPPOSED to go for a council 'reunion'. BUT most of them backed out at the last minute over a stupid reason (i found it stupid). so me and fu xiang and firdaus decided to go anyway. we ate at SWENSENS. been quite sometime since i last ate there. enjoyed dinner with friends i've not met for quite some time.
being an OGL, the orientation SUCKED ALL THE ENERGY off from my body. me, rob, arep, mohsin and hadi were sleeping in the hall itself at the end of the day. too tired ah and we had to wait for a group to clear up some things also.
EAGLES 14. thats my OG. the OGMs didn't seem to be too responsive at the beginning of the day. after they've 'warmed up' i think they're fine. kinda like my group. most of them are outgoing la. gonna get to know them better over the next few days hopefully.
"i wanna be a TPJCian, i wanna wear the TP crest"
ITS IN MY HEAD !!! ahahhahaha... all the cheers...
oh ILI if ur reading this... ur weird ! hahaha... kidding... =)
Saturday, December 31, 2005
new year's eve. this shall be my last entry for the year 2005.2005. lets see. started off the first 3 months at MILLENIA INSTITUTE TOH TUCK CAMPUS. i swear it was the greatest schooling days in my life. never before i had so much fun IN SCHOOL. haha.and then came along the o level results, which was half for what i got for my prelims so naturally it came a shocker for me. could have gone to meridian but no. i chose tampines junior college. dun ask me why. haha. tampines junior college for me is hectic. studies were hectic, rush rush. i could'nt handle the fire. but hockey and band were fun. SYF 2005 GOLD. The concert in June and just recently on the 29th of december. BANDFEST. how could i forget that. made new friends and all. i hope i'll see the seniors around next year or i'll miss them BADLY. OGL. eagles. got to make more new friends though its kinda late. hehx.all the new friends i've made in tpjc, 05S05, bekal boys, learning how to play the drumset, eating the not so nice food at the school canteen. they're all memories. one that i will cherish forever.dun have time to blog. i need to go off real soon.new year's resolution ? hmm.....shall keep it to myself. =) its nothing much.till then..... goodbye 2005. 2005 has been a year to remember and not to forget.welcome 2006.HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!
Friday, December 30, 2005
i have not been blogging for the past few days because i was too busy with lottts of stuffs including my class chalet !! 4D.. i miss them. lets start off with tuesday. was suppossed to go for OGL thingy from 9am to 5pm but instead need to go to a hockey friendly against M.I. the weather was nice at delta unlike the last time i was there. turned black after that day. anyway, match went okay lar... then went back to school at 1 plus. i showered and then went for a quick lunch with the guys and then came back for OGL. they were deciding on some cheers and then we played the amazing race. 20 STATIONS. hahaa... it was tiring. really. but it was fun. i kinda noe SOME of the people in my group, asri, pauline, hai ling, daphne, varun, adilah's twin (i do not know her name), vivian, kip hoe, chun hoe and a couple of pauline's classmates. so it isn't that bad. asri barely know 5 people in the group. hahaha. okay. so after OGL which ended at 5.30 i went back home to shower again and them went to the CHALET !the chalet was at aloha loyang, bigger than costa sands at least. when i arrived by bike they had already started barbecuing the food. played PS2, cards and so on. the normal things u do at chalets. also found out that shannon was friends with carolyn. hahaha. okay, then at night we (me, andrew, long xin, sheila , xueying , shannon, huiqi, chun hoe and wan ling) went cycling ! from the chalet we went to simpang bedok. sheila was retatarted on the bike. she loses control easily and screams everytime people get too close to her or there is a slope. ahahhaha. kae. then we ate at simpang bedok and the prata was not nice. kinda dissapointing. then after that we cycled back to the chalet. during which i raced with long xin a few times like on the road outside tampines interchange. haha. she lost so she bought me a drink. hehx. was thirsty anyway. hmm.. then barely 30 minutes after reaching the chalet went cycling again this time with shafiq and taufiq to changi beach. we wanted to find bapoks for fun and we met 2 of them ! haahha.. wearing VERY revealing clothes. wahahaha. we sat down for awhile at a coffeeshop to get a drink then we went back to chalet. by that time it was already close to sunset. so this probably explains why i didn't go for OGL the next day. yes. it was ENITRELY my fault for not turning up. i dozed off early in the morning and didnt wake up till much much later. i think this also made asi a lil bit angry cuz i promised him that i would turn up. oops. i was already dressed ready to go but i fell asleep AGAIN. nvm... i explained to him already and he said hez okay. =) so most of the time on wednesday i spent it on dozing off. but at night i went for alumni practice. which i came only at 6. dr lee was not present cuz he was sick or something so we practiced as a band with the other 2 conductors. practice ended REALLY REALLY late, 11 plus. so after that i cycled back to the chalet. by the time i reached there were less tahn 20 chicken wings left... that was the only food left for the bbq. hahaa.. managed to grab 3 pieces though. darren can really bbq. chickens were nicely bbqed. this time around didn do much night cycling. i only cycled with sheila while faiz and eugene walked. we wanted to go to the mangrove swamp but sheila was too scared so eugene and faiz went in while me and sheila cycled elsewhere. we ended up sitting on the rocks by the beach while waiting for them to come out. they joined us when they were out and so did shamus. we spent sometime talking there and after that we went to the playground. hahahaa... we played with lotsa things there and then at one of the 'rides', faiz sat there clinging on to the pole and shamus spun him around ALOT of times at a fast speed. ahhahaahahha. faiz was so sick from it that he puked a few times i think and he did not hav any mood to play anymore. lol. we hanged around at the playground on top of the hill. we talked for awhile and i ended up SLEEPING. hahaahhaa. was too tired la. had a concert the next day anyway. anyway when i woke up it was already sunrise ! i think i slept for a good 2 hours while the rest of them were talking bout i dunno what. was nice of them not to wake me up. hehx. then we wanted to eat at mac but faiz, as i had said earlier on, was too sick and he wanted to go back to the chalet. so all of us went back to the chalet. after that half of those present ate breakfast at mac and burger king and then went home while the other half was still at the chalet. i ate with them then went back to chalet, played some dai dee then went home. got ready for the concert and went for band.the lorry for the bulky instruments came late again. whats with lorries and coming late. niways, the driver and his workers were some kind of ahbengs. freaky sia. the driver looked like a skinhead and almost all of them had tattoos. anyway. therez nothing much to blog about at singapore conference hall (SCH). the so called VIP ROOM was freakishly small. i think its the size of my house storeroom. hahaha. and it was used to share among the clarinet section. concert was okay. i liked orient express.... i also like christmas festival where we had a combine band and choir performance. the feeling was really nice. never had such an experience before.so i came back from the concert and once i reached home i slept. can't blame me for doing so after nt getting enough sleep for 2 nights. hehx.okay. nw im gonna reply the people who tagged me. shikin : since thailand is fun to u and me.... why dun u bring me there next time. i wanna explore other parts of thailand !mmc : SG$1 = 400 baht 40 baht = SG$0.10 10 baht = SG$0.025hey ! ur right ! its not 40 cents ! hahahaha. =)iamsam_not : u can't even buy ice cream with 40 cents. maybe 4 phone calls. heh heh.ili : hullo !! i really hope im not. family leader or something right u. hahaha. lets hav fun nx week ! =)veronica : u AGAIN ! ahhaha. so if i keep on tagging u and u tag me back. WHEN WILL IT END ?! hahaha....
Monday, December 26, 2005
1 month and i did quite alot of things.bandfest.bandfest was fun... yes... i made some new friends here and there. i think im closer to the acs and acjc guys nw than before. i dreaded to play 1st clar parts for bandfest initially, but after this i kinda gained more confidence. yeah. SPARKE band.. hahx. mr oura and dr lee.. i think this band had the better conductors. they had charisma, passionate in conducting but i think our band didn play mr oura's piece that well. but overall i think it was okay. through bandfest i think i made friends with this person in the weirdest way possible. but i think nw its not THAT weird anymore.bangkok.went on holiday there. the weather was nice and cool at 22 deg celcius unlike singapore, freakin hot. went on a shopping spree, rode on a elephant, theme park, floating market and so on. i find it hard to talk to the thai people cuz most of them speak limited english. oh... bargaining is fun too. u can lower prices from 500 baht to 200 plus baht. bought some stuffs for my friends.... new bag.. shirts... belt... some other accesories.today i went to work again. working on a public holiday is chaotic. there were lots of customers and just the few of us, so most os us ended up being cranky. but it was funny. then some of us including me nearly slipped and fall cuz the floor was slippery. hehx.2005 is coming to an end. and i know 2006 will be harsh for me. i have my own personal problems which i will not dwell on here in my blog. i dunno how im gonna survive for the next few years. its not my studies im talking about if u think im talking bout that. nx year i must save money at all costs. hehx.mebbe i'll put my new year's resolution here soon.tpjc alumni havin concert THIS THURSDAY. buy tickets leh. buy buy. 10 baht. singapore conference hall. 7.30 pm. concert combine with choir from i dunno where. playing orient express and some christmas songs. come come......
Monday, November 28, 2005
getting paid rox !
after working (yes, i worked) saiful's dad sent me ashraf and jimmy home. as i was crossing the road, this cute girl (and shez chinese... which u noe what it means... haha) dropped off a cab. so i was like stalking her lar. then somehow... she lives in the same block as i do. after she pressed for the elevator, she stepped in and SHRIEKED. why ? cuz she saw a cockroach ! hahaha. i was like "hey hey... relax lar... its only a cockroach ! " she sorta giggled. so being a hero, i pressed for the elevator to go up without us. so we waited for the next elevator.
we went in.. i started the conversation by asking which floor she lives in... then she asked me where i went as it was like 1am ? so i said i worked. then she said "in those clothes (referring to my baju kurong)?" then talked abit more. when it reached level 6, i said "hey.. u take care alright ?" then when i was getting off.... she said "gd nyte... u take care too !" and "bye !"...
hahahaha.... its jz like in the movies man. cool. however, i doubt it would ever happen again. i doubt i will ever see her again.
oryte. im got cash to burn now. woohoo. life's a whole lot easier when u have money to spend. muahaha.
Sunday, November 13, 2005
been quite some time since i last updated my blog.
okay so here goes... i went out jalan jalan hari raya with the
malay peepx in my class S05, and tom. yah. he is sort of an
execption. haha. we went out last tuesday or wednesday. yup.
we hired a van (which i found out was rather expensive). but i
dun really mind paying lar. its much more convenient
considering some of us live in kembangan, bedok, tampines,
pasir ris and yes, woodlands. hahaa. so we had lotsa fun in
the small but cozy van. hmm... went to all of my classmate's
houses plus robo's house. selit. quite cool ah... all the diff
houses. yes. and i ate a lot too. too much i guess. gaining
weight man. not good. kae. so in the end went home at around
11 plus ?
then then....
friday ! first day i came back for band since.............. i dunno.
dr lee was there. he was rather in a good mood somehow.
band was okay. that day i realised lotsa thing.
1) im going for bandfest (i know this), but i did nt know that it was going to be in a few weeks time.
2) band concert on 31st december at esplanade. wow.
3) upcoming tune-ins.
yeah. i sort of felt guilty at not knowing all of this. bt nvm. at least im MORE aware now.
OH!
friday also marks the END OF PROJECT WORK ! =) no more
project work ! the end ! woooohooooohooooo !!! but sadly, i'll
miss my group members. we've been through ALOT these few
months (to me a few months of PW is like a few years). i think
we did well for PW. we can achieve that A grade !
friday friday....
oh yes. i also went to NCO camp POP. PRIS mei only told me
that there was POP on that day itself. she THOUGHT that i
would'nt go for the thing. but in the end i turned up. met
wilson, jiayi, jasmin, adeline and 2 other non-band guys at
newton. then went to CCABranch. PRIS and KARILYNN were
passing out of the camp. well, the display was nice. but the
band major's course did not play as well as my batch did.
hahaha. 29th NCO. seems like i lost contact with them. kae.
took some pics then went to cineleisure. to eat. i wasn't sp
hungry so i jz grabbed a drink. it was there that i found out hw
thick skin PRIS was. wahahhaa. u noe what u said ah PRIS.
hahaha. then went home in the train where JIAYI could not
stop laughing. i think she was sick. in the mind. ahhahaa. then
dropped off at pasir ris and sent PRIS home. i learnt that she
could walk with her eyes closed. amazing.
then after sending her off, went to the not so nearby bus stop.
waited for 89. i waited for like 15 mins when i realised
something. i looked at the time. it was 11.35pm. then i looked
at the bus directory at the bus stop. "APPROXIMATE LAST
BUS : 2317H".
i compared with the last buses for the other bus services...
most of them stretched till 12 plus am. hahahaha.. azfar
azfar.... what a fool u are. so i took a cab home instead.
and then... the cab driver was old. BUT HE DROVE LIKE A
YOUNG MAN DRIVING A RACE CAR. freaky man. at the
expressway, he was clocking like 120kmh ! at least it did not
crash. hehx. i reached home safely. thank god.
alright. time for some update on MYSELF.
- im ADDICTED to DOTA. (an online game based on warcraftII)
- im getting sick of being QM in band
- i have not started on my homework
- im STILL single (whats that for azfar ????) hahahhahahaaa...
thats all folks ! take care ! enjoy L I F E !
mother tongue paper was... kinda hard...part 1 was okay to me ah. always did much better for part 1 than paper 2. paper 2... ahhaha.. nothing much to say ah. the imbuhan part for question 10 was challenging. well.. just hoping for the best.few more days to hari raya.. will b slacking around, helping out with chores. oh... i took my mass the other day. 59 kilos. wahaha. thats kinda heavy to me ah but im not overweight. far from it. nothing much to blog about.. exactly 2 months of 'holiday' from tomorrow. wohoo.
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
today was a super fun day.ryte.. after school i went to town with some of the malay guys of tpjc.. we went wisma atria ! yeah.. shopped for our clothes..(and some hw i met KAREN there.. hehx) stupid abang JOE THOUGHT that he had a 20% voucher. well he had it, but it expired THE DAY BEFORE. wahaha. retarded. anyway, i think all of us bought something there, from topman and a few other shops. i think supmeh (hwever its spelled) was the biggest spender.. duno hw he had that much money.. after that went to break fast with my sec school friends ! quite alot of them turned up actually.. close to 15. cool... such a gd response. was kind of happy to see their faces... lame tak jumpe. i think all of them are still the same in their own unique crappy ways. break-fast at simpang bedok, we actually occupied a whole row of tables. haha. and we also celebrated hafiz's birthday. hes still with his girlfriend, of more than a year... hw cool is that. super faithful. went to geylang (yeah... again). walk around ah. then while walking around we met the tpjc MCS students... smack in the middle of the bazaar. so it was like a mini reunion right there.. hahaa.. cuz my sec sch frenz also noe them. left geylang around 10.30 ? yeah.. took 21 with marlia, wahidah and syaz. talked crap in there. mostly about MI. hahaa.. 2 of them are in there.. so thats it lar.1 more week !
its around 4.30am ryte now. gonna eat soon.. can't believe it man... only a few days left of fasting, then its hari raya !! wooohooo.and this monday is mother tongue AO level exam.. im still nt that prepared for it yet... hecks.. i jz need a pass and i dun need to take it again nx year. i meeting the dunman guys at tampines small mac later on at 5.30 to break fast together. hope it'll b a good turnout. the last time we went out as a big group was that chalet. looking forward to this.other than all that, im actually feeling stressed. my chem sucks. and they've been teaching more and more new stuffs. which i dun really understand. SO, i WILL have to work on my chem over the holidays. hopefully gonna study with liyana and hafiz and asri. im gonna get an A for the sch reopening CT. yeah. fat hope azfar. =p
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
just now went with the malay peepx in my class.. break fast together ! yep.. cannot imagine hw closely bonded we are now. especially with zi xiang. yep. he came along with us too. we break-fast somewhere near geylang. the food was quite nice and relatively cheap. lets see... after that we went walk around geylang ! quite fun ah.... walked around... layana joined us abit later cuz of somethings. we met lotsa 'chicks' man... hahaha... ;p they would noe what i mean. then after that asraf, sarah and adilah went off home first already. so the rest of us (hafiz, asri, layana, zi xiang and kia) decided to play pool nearby. reach there already kia put on make up la. leceh. spend so much time in the toilet. then after that played pool ah. after all that waiting she went off even b4 we could finish a game as her boy-the-friend had arrived to fetch her. so she left. the rest of us played pool. layana quite gd actually, for a girl. she has accuracy even though she is not that tall.... ya la ya la... i noe i nt tall also lah... after that we went home.as we left the building we saw bus number 7 coming and we immediately flagged the bus and boarded it. so all of us went to bedok interchange. by the time we reached there it was already like 11.30 pm. kinda late. while in the bus layana say she scared to go home alone cuz got BIKER guys under her block la... hafiz SCARED to use the overhead bridge near his house. nonsense ah these ppl.. hahaha.. anyway...ALL of us accompanied layana till her void deck. then there wasn't any BIKER guys or wadever. and shez also scared to take the lift so she used the stairs. pape ah... hahaha... then zi xiang walked home (though the distance is quite far) and me asri and hafiz took cab home. send asri to his home in bedok, then hafiz in tampines then me in pasir ris. by the time reached my hse the cab fare was blardee EX. cuz there was this 20% midnite surcharge. nvm ah. ikhlas.aitex... gonna sleep now...things to do later on :9am : PW at wee keat's hse. keat keat liang teh.arnd 10.30am till god knows when : AUDITING of band instruments. i hate this.6pm : break-fast together with the malay community of TPJCnight : night soccer... hopefully... if i still hav the mood to play.
im promoted ! no conditional promotion or wadever... wohoo... although its kinda scrape through... its a start ryte ?i'll work hard.. hopefully. though i need much help in my chem. tuition ? i might not hav the time and im jz lazy. goin for maths and chem tuition at the same time. kinda havoc man. duno lar. its also costly. haix. nvm. i'll see what i can do abt it. would be revising chem over the holidays.next monday is my grps OP dry run. at least today we gt started on it but its only draft. and today liyana and adilah both came. yay ! its been a long time since the whole grp got together.wun b going online too often.. hav to do my PW first..ciao ~
Thursday, October 13, 2005
promo results... muahafor MY standard... i think i did quite okay.. way better than common test... i have 2 As and 1 AO... which means i passed my bio and maths at A level and MT at AO level.. yes.. i PASSED BIO !! woooo... but today... i received my GP paper... i flunked it.. yep.. i could'nt blif it.. i could accept it if i had failed bio or maths but i did not expect to fail GP so badly... dissapointing... well.. i HOPE i can get promoted... without all those "conditional" promotion crap...so overall im HAPPY lar... mugging works... pay attention in class... DO YOUR TUTORIALS... DUN SKIP LECTURES... it pays off.. =)hmm.. i was surfing the net just now.. came across the schools ranking on the MOE webbie.. dunman secondary is in band 4 now ! damn happy man... moved up from band 8... my batch did very well.. we are in the same band as temasek sec and we beat our 'rival' ngee ann sec... i thought i cld start enjoying post promo period... but i still hav PW... nx week is the dry run for oral presentation... and i have not started anything yet... great.
Saturday, October 08, 2005
my siemens phone.... went kuckoo.. screen went blank... well.. that was a few days ago lar.. so i sent my phone for repair at bugis junction yesterday. hafiz and asri accompanied me there.
then..... the lady told me that there might be a chance that the whole memory would be wiped out. augh. i store my enite phonebook in that phone (cause the sim card cld not accomodate all the entries). so now i've lost ALL your contacts... from primary sch frenz to sec school frenz and teachers to jc frenz... haiz.. nvm ah.. slowly find all the contacts.. one by one.. kae. then after that went to play pool. was supposed to play soccer with robo mohsin they all ah.. but.. they nv did turn up.. we were pissed... so we played pool..
today.. woke up in the afternoon.. nice weather ah..was all cloudy.. then went out to play pool with them again,, plus jenggut and mohsin.. was okay ah.. they break fast at home then went for night prayers... yep.. then after that lepak at a coffeeshop at 201 tampines area there then went home ah...
i dun feel like goin school on monday man.. take the stupid anchor test... of all papers mother tongue.. 3hrs lehh....
k.. im off.. gonna play the sims 2...
Thursday, October 06, 2005
im BACK and.......PROMOS IS OVER !! =)yep yep... time to ENJOY now... although im gonna get another F for chem.. i believe i will at least pass the rest of the subjects... i did put in effort this time anyway.. so whatever results i get.. i wun regret...3 months of 'holiday'... lots lots of time to enjoy... but still have that stupid project work to do.. augh... but nvm.. its gonna be OVER soon too...i shld be updating the blog quite frequently too from now on....happy fasting to my buds out there ! =)
Thursday, August 25, 2005
end of the week.. FINALLY.getting tired of studying on a dauly basis. really tired.tmrw jamming. saturday workshop.boo. hopefully i can go work again.. kae.. im gonna sleep super early today.. cuz tmrw therez GP essay test... 1ST period in the morning... tsk.. my mind will still be in sleep mode then...
Saturday, August 20, 2005
im so DARN tired... just finished doing my part for the group GP presentation... i think i worked on it for a good solid 3 hours. now im also sleepy...tomorrow have to wake up early for the workshop thingy with dr lee at acs(i). lazy man.. im so friggin tired to wake up so early in the morning... then evening maybe still have to go to work if hafiz is going... ahhhhhhh... crap man.. the workshop will end arnd 4 if im not wrong... after that if working... it would start at 6... till 11.. gd luck ah azfar.. dun doze off during the workshop or while working...
Thursday, August 18, 2005
i still have not watched wedding crashers yet.. planning to watch it by end of next week..so many ppl stressed out lately... cuz year end exams are coming... wohoo... lets all get stressed together.. today i went for the chem remedial and again i did not find it that useful.. the lecturer is a new teacher... so she found it hard to get the whole lot of us to sit down and shut up.. so in the end.. drag drag drag and the thing ended quite late again..so my tuition started late which meant that it will also end late... learnt curve sketching today... in relation to differenciation.. duno hw to spell it lar...kae.. so nw im gonna hang arnd online fer awhile then im gonna bathe then SLEEP.
this is the first time i actually feel SATISFIED after a SPA... yah.. just hope that i did the right things this time ah.. luckily its a trial.. so at least i get to know where i went wrong..and i made it ! i jumped 220cm ! wahahaha... silver is good enough for me.. =)lots of work to be done. bio SPA on thursday.. maths test tomorrow.. this homework.. that homework... this is fun man... i actually have the mood to do work and STUDY.... thats the way azfar ! self praise again.... kae.. enough of DISTRACTIONS... back to WORK.
its 2.30am now.. and im gonna blog bout yesterday..
didn't do anything much.. woke up super late.. 11 or 12.. and then went to do PW.. i really felt that we are progressing well ah.. found all the herbs needed to go on with the project though adilah had something on...
after that.. somehow i decided to WORK... yah.. WORK.. it was 5 bucks per hour.. not bad lar actually.. the work wasn't that bad.. do some basic stuffs.. met all kinds of people there... friendly ones... snobbish ones... who cares... its part and parcel of the job.. i think im gonna work there every saturday... sunday too i hope.. but hafiz has his limitations.. cannot work on sunday lah.. cannot end work too late etc etc... wadever lar.. anyway.. LAyana accompanied us(me and hafiz) till bedok there then she went of to her silat place building.. so me and hafiz started work ah.. arnd 6 plus.. work work work till 11.30 like that... then he super tired so we took cab home.. we took this new mercedez benz cab... BUT hafiz stinks... and the driver was like agitated ah.. keep on moving his head around.. clenching his fists.. hahahaha... he IS smelly ah... kuckoo.. dunno hw to change shirt or something... hehx...
sleeping time !~
im getting addicted to the sims on asri's phone.... its fun ah.. playing on a fone instead of a computer... i've NEVER played that game before.. yep..after school went for prayers and then went to play street soccer... long time never play.. unfortunately i was wearing the pair of bulky caterpillar shoes. but hecks... nothing will stop me from playing soccer...it was fun ah.. went with the malay gang.. asri fell down... yet again.. seems to be falling down at hockey matches, soccer... whatever sport ah...reached home.. the bank called.. i was suppossed to go to the bank before 4.30pm today.. but reached home slightly before 5.. hehx.. apparently my address was not changed when i moved house.. i was living at a flat in hougang.. till 1989.. since then i have been living here in pasir ris.. SOMEHOW the address was not changed.. so i was wondering why i had an account when i was not even one year old yet... hmmm.. anyways.. the lady asked me to go to the bank even though it was closed.. she would be there... so i tagged my bro along.. then settled the documents.. and she gave us 2 apples, 2 pens and 2 notebooks... courtesy of POSBank ! =) hahaha... the pen looks cute... kangyan asked me whether i want to go back and visit dunmanband.. watch them do drills.. i think they are gonna get involved ah... dunno i wanna get involved or not leh.. im not so mean anymore.. tell people do pumping... then the juniors will KPKB.. say the ex seniors extra blah blah blah... i'll see how tomorrow ah...im off to enjoy my friday night.......before starting to mug mug mug... havin BIO and CHEM SPA next week... #@$%!&^@!
Thursday, August 11, 2005
today is one of the longer days i spent mugging. yup. had school till 2.10, then ate at istanbul, then came back school and did some maths, then went for chemistry remedial and then went for maths tuition. tiring it may be. but what to do. promos coming. gonna TOP the cohort. muahaha.... some people have big ambitions... you can't blame them right ? hmm.. still have a chunk of homework to do.. no thanks to my mei who woke up so late that day... hahaha.. =) kae.. the chemistry wasn't really helpful... only to a small extent.. maybe the teacher was new ? i dunno. i did not gain much from it and i seriously doubt whether i wld be turning up for next week. she did not manage to finish going through all the questions lar. im here and i did do my work so i expect her to go through everything that she told us to do. and its 7 questions mind you. nevermind lar. hopefully therez a better lecturer next week.oh.. after my tuition went to istanbul (again) to eat dinner.. my tutor treated me and alvin to dinner ! very very nice of him eh. hahaa. =) yep.. i still feel full now...going to veron's house again this saturday to do the written report... PW really is not that meaningful to me... nothing much to it actually.. but what to do... 'graded' stuffs... but i like my group... liyana, veron, wee keat and adilah. a buch of crazy people who watches happy tree friends together and laugh at it... hehx...rite.. gonna sleep now... nytex !~
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
im fucking pissed off now...
i got to see my bank book recently... the account was opened in primary school.. 1995.. up till now therez only like 200 dollars in my account ? so i WAS and AM wondering where my hari raya money.. bursary awards all went to... so i asked my mum... and she said my brother never asked where his money went.. and she was like scolding me for asking... its MY fuckin money and i have the fuckin right to AT LEAST know what happened to it... kae fine.. so i slammed the fridge... and then that crazy mofo, who is my dad... come and scold me... "dun throw tantrums" blah blah blah... well hey... YOU have been throwing tantrums excuse me.. i KNOW how much u DESPISE my grandmother living in the same house as YOU... how u BLAST the radio in the mornings... U EVEN OVERTURNED THE COMPUTER AND SCREEN UPSIDE DOWN.. not once.. but FEW TIMES... do u know that ur gonna FRIGGIN DAMAGE the computer ? can't u be patient with the computer instead of just slamming it around ??? u even throw things around the room when ur annoyed.... and U are telling me not to throw tantrums ?? HELLO ? he even threatened to beat me up... well sure.. GO AHEAD... i dun mind.. i'll give my best fight...
this IS MY life... i've been living with this crap for YEARS... especially the one about my dad...
now i can't even know where my money went ??
BOTH of you are pushing me to the limits... dun test me... i've taken in enough crap... sure i may have the happy-go-lucky attitude outside of home... but at home... its a different thing...
pissed off... wanna know what i feel like doing now ? taking my bike and just cycle... cycle non-stop... enjoy the nite breeze... alone... nothing to worry about... i won't stop cycling until my legs fall apart...
only my friends and closer cousins keep my life going on....
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